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Composed by Mohammad Farooq
written by Shakeel Badayuni 1916 – 1970
This poem by Shakeel Badayuni profoundly reflects the shattering of human emotions, a complete detachment from past love, and the agony of loneliness.
• The End of the Past and Sadness of the Present: Addressing his beloved (the cupbearer/enchanter), the poet says he is no longer the person he once was. The joy, the old allure of love, and the passion for romance have vanished from his heart. He has now become a broken instrument and the very embodiment of sorrow, so the beloved should erase him even from their thoughts.
• Acknowledgment of Love's Zenith: There was a time when the beloved was dearer to him than life itself, and a single glance from them was the peace of the poet's life. The poet's tale of loyalty was, in truth, merely an interpretation of the beloved's beauty, but now circumstances, emotions, and ways have completely changed.
• Peace in Silence and Numbness: Swearing by the restlessness of life, the poet reveals that his peace now lies hidden only in solitude and silence. The garden of his heart has become so desolate that both autumn and spring are now meaningless there. The heart that was once the life of the gathering is now like a lonely and sad lamp kept on a shrine.
• The Final Plea and Avoiding Illusion: Invoking the beloved's own beauty, he begs not to be entangled in any new illusion of love, false hope (tidings of dawn), or deception of the eyes, and to be forgotten forever.
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